Look, I don’t want to scare you. Will you promise not to freak out once I tell you what I do? Yeah? Ok. See, I have been really scared and nervous to come talk to you. My anxiety was through the roof! But, I finally worked up the courage because you told me. Well, not you, I meant the little voodoo doll of you I keep at home. I wanted to tell you I have a crush on you. Why? Well, because of your mind. I’m in love with the way you think.
I see you around school, but I get really shy, and can’t do anything about it. I see you laughing at Kelsey’s jokes… hugging Melody, and even flirting with Julia. I get jealous sometimes, but- HEY! Don’t you know it’s rude when you interrupt!? That’s the reason I put that gag over your mouth! Let me talk! Anyways, where was I? Ah, right… see sometimes I watch you walk home through the trees I’m in just to make sure you’re home safe. I mean I care about your safety, I don’t want you to think I’m a creep. I’m not crazy… I mean I still have you in your house… just gagged and tied up, so you can’t run away. I don’t want anybody else trying to be yours. I already have your name carved on my stomach. Oh, Don’t bother honey, those ropes are on there pretty tight. Again, I’m not crazy, I just have a crush on you. I want to be yours.
Sweetie, you’re such a great listener! Thank you! Anyways, once I let you go, you won’t tell a soul about what happened… I mean I do listen to your conversations and follow you home. Got it? Oh! I almost forgot! Silly me, I just want you to know that I know it’s real. I have pictures of you, your name ‘tattooed’ it’s really just scarred on my stomach, cups you’ve drank out of, your thrasher hoodie, and a few other things. I want to cut my palm and cut your palm and have our blood in each other. But y’know we can take it slow too. I’m not some kind of psychopath. I wouldn’t ever try to hurt you. Alright fine, what do you wanna say that’s sooo important?
Me? An obsessed psycho?! Sweetheart, I may be obsessed but, please, I don’t like that word. The only reason I did this was so I can come out with true feelings. I’m not going to hurt you. You’ve hurt my feelings though. I have had a crush on you for 4 years!! I tried talking, but see, you’d reject me, or even run away… I didn’t want that. I’m sorry it had to be like this. Well, I think it’s time I go now. I’ve scared you way more than I should’ve. Stupid me.
Look, I’ll let you go and I’ll even come back again and get you some cream from the rubbing against wrists. You shouldn’t have struggled, love. Again, I won’t hurt you. I’ll be watching over you if you need me. All you gotta do is call my name out, love. Ok, and now you’re untied and ungagged, see ya around, love. Ciao!
